色々な活動再開しようと思います。
海外の映画見るのも、旅行に行くのも、自分の興味無くさず生きようと思います。
ミニマムであれという制限が掛かるので、Limitterがあったけど、
無くして生きようと思う。
下書きにすればよいから、ここでジャーナリングしよう。
I think I’m going to start getting back into various activities.
I want to keep watching foreighn movies, traveling, and pursuing the things I'm genuinely interested in, instead of losing touch with my own interests.
I've had this kind of self-imposed limit where I felt like I had to keep things to a minimum.
But I think I'm going to take that limit away and live more freely.
I can always ckeep these thoughts as drafts, so I think I'll just journal here.
とりま暑すぎるなぁ。
2階リビングが良かったかな？
正解は無いのよ。自分が正解にしていくだけ。
選択自体に正解不正解があると思ってたけど、
現実世界では、選んだ70点の選択肢を自分で100点にしていくことが大事なのよ。
Anyway, it's way to hot.
Maybe having the living room on the second floor wasn't such a good idea?
But there's no single "right" answer.
I'm the once who gets to make my choices right.
I used to think there was a right or wrong choice in itself.
But in the real world, what matters is taking the 70-point choice you made and turning it into a 100-point choice yourself.
いろんな人と交流する。そうするといろんな情報入ってきて、世間知らずじゃなくなると思う。
I also want to interact with all kinds of people.
The more people I meet, the more information and different perspectives I'll be exposed to, and I think that will help me become less sheltered.
あとリミッター外す。「アイドル好きはバカっぽくて恥ずかしい」「秋元康は女性の幼稚性を魅力として売り出して食い物にしてる」みたいなインテリ風の偏見やめてみるとか。
And I want to take off some of my self-imposed limits.
For example, I want to let go of these intellectual-sounding biases, like:
"Being into idols is kind of stupid and embarrassing.!
Or:
"Yasushi Akimoto is exploiting women's immaturity by turning it into something attractive and selling it."
Maybe I should stop trying to sound intellectual all the time, and just let myself like what I like.
